I am incredibly honored to have 3 pieces selected for inclusion in the anthology, Screaming from the Silence
@vociferouspress @nightandsparrow
Stanzas from the Silence – poetry
Stories from the Silence – prose
Sketches from the Silence – visual art
I held it in
It was hard but I managed
Inside I was breaking
But I smiled
Just a little boy heading off on an adventure
You will always be that little boy to me
As the flight attendant took your hand
I gripped tight to my emotions
A mother’s love
Ensuring you didn’t see
No tears would fall
Heading towards the plane
Your back to me
I stood waiting
All my effort focused on holding back the emotions
Just before you were out of sight
You turned back to me
Those eyes
Fear and uncertainty
Again I smiled
That reassuring glow
Just enough
You smiled back
A little wave
To say, I’m ok Mom
Then you were gone
A sigh release
For I could no longer control the emotions bubbling up inside me
With tears streaming down my face
Unable to compose myself
I walked away
Through the airport
Where we had both arrived
I now walked alone
And I cried
I don’t remember the drive home
I do remember feeling so alone
The house was silent
I waited for your call
The phone finally rang
It was you
You made it there safely
The next 2 weeks
Seemed like an eternity
But before I knew it
I was back at the airport
Impatiently waiting
I caught a glimpse
My little boy
Running full speed
Tears again in my eyes
You missed me too
Big hugs
Lots of smiles
My sweet boy
Momma loves you
And is so happy for you to be back home with her tonight.
Watching I slowly remove each piece Discarded clothes You studying every curve Beautiful fantasy Your gaze reflects need My body My soul My offering Yours to keep Command me Lead me Guiding desire Submissive perfection I Am Yours Exquisitely
There are so many of you that make me feel your words so deeply, that I look forward to reading your new writings when you post them.
You challenge my thoughts, inspire my soul, provoke deep emotions, provide comfort, make me smile, and often remind me that whatever I am facing, I am not alone. I truly appreciate your words, your soul baring, raw truths and the way it impacts me and so many others.
Embracing your unapologetic authenticity can be daunting and sharing it to the world, a true strength, I admire. I offer my gratitude to each of you.
https://hisnamewaszach.wordpress.com/
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https://afadedromantic.wordpress.com/
https://afragilemind.home.blog/2019/10/22/done-in/
https://sirhanz.home.blog/2019/10/22/in-between/
https://shortprose.blog/2019/10/22/children-of-the-first-amen-autumn-poem-poetry/
https://freeverserevolution.wordpress.com/2019/10/22/hope-in-dreams-mark-tulin/
https://whisperandtheroar.com/2019/09/24/the-circle-of-life-christine-bolton/
https://millenniallifecrisis.org/2019/10/06/stay-humble-and-hustle-hard/
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http://iwriteher.com
https://eatdelight3.com/2019/10/17/the-opposite/
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https://michael2malachi.wordpress.com/2019/10/21/words-2/
https://renardsworld.wordpress.com/2019/10/05/how-to-be-a-wise-blogger/
https://theblightersrock.wordpress.com/2019/10/22/opus-2/
https://joysblessingspoetry.com/2019/10/21/tendrils-of-light/
xoxo
❤me
Her Canvas
Crisp
White
Paper
Void of any Markings
Her Artistry
Words
Painted into Poetry
Her Instrument
Fine
Tipped
Pen
Jet Black Ink
Her Purpose
Dig
Down
Deep
Share and Release
The Affect
Reflection
Clarity
Healing
Finding Her Voice
As the day fades
Blue sky reflects hues of the bay
White clouds passing by
Graying shades
Under approaching stormy night
Birds flying in synchrony
Lizards chasing bugs up the tree
Bright orange butterflies are a beautiful sight
A white dove perched up high coos to me
Memories in the making
As I look to the ever changing sky
I long for your presence by my side
One last hug
You holding me tight
My wish
Just one more moment
You, enjoying this with me
xoxo
♥️me
10/17/2019
Thebrokeninsideofme.com
Tuesday Writing Prompt Challenge “My Mother Said”
She said a million things
A few still resonate with me
Visions of love, compassion and grace
Reflecting through the smile on her face
She didn’t have to love me
She didn’t have to raise me
She didn’t have to pick me
But she did
Adoption is everything to me
It is how I am still able to chase my dreams
A woman of such incredible beauty
Her kindness shines through the memories
While she is gone, she is still here
Dementia has stolen her memory
But occasionally she comes back to me
The last time she did
My mother told me how much she has missed me, how proud she is of me and how much she loves me
Those are the moments I cherish
For one day soon
It will be all that I will have to hold on to.
xoxo
♥️me
thebrokeninsideofme.com
Since you didn’t ask, I’ll share anyways
It’s a beautiful Friday morning and I appreciate every single one of you. The connections, the conversations, the likes, your words, your writing, your personalities, your perspective, your photos, I love and appreciate it all!
This is truly a place I feel my most vulnerable and celebrated at the same time. I am so grateful ♥️ it’s because of you, your struggle, your truths, your stories, your jokes, your encouraging words and everything Inbetween!
I’m here, I see it, I feel it, I appreciate it and I offer my deepest gratitude ♥️
Word can not convey the emotions felt daily as I read your words and communicate with you.
You inspire me daily
You provoke thought
You provide answers
You validate my truth
You accept me as I am
An amazing community
I just thought you should know, I see and I am eternally grateful ♥️
xoxo
♥️me
8/30/2019
The Versatile Blogger Award
I was nominated by the truly amazing Catherine at https://shatter-the-silence.mn.co/feed
Thank You So Much Catherine, I am truly in awe of you and your kindness. Catherine shares through her writing the impact of childhood trauma, encouragement, and compassion. She is a light to so many. You should definitely go visit her site, say hi and join the wonderful space she has created https://shatter-the-silence.mn.co/?autojoin=1
The Versatile Blogger Award is an Award given to Bloggers from other Bloggers to spread encouraging engagement & too recognize Blogs with unique content.
Seven Facts About Me…
♥ I am a speed reader
♥ I am a tomboy
♥ I practice yoga and meditation
♥ I am vegetarian
♥ The ocean is my favorite place to be
♥ I love to research and learn new things everyday
♥ I am fearless in nature (walked out into the water yesterday to get super close to an alligator to get a picture)
My Nominees are Bloggers who continue to shine a bright light in the Blogging & Writing world. Take a click over to their websites & give them all some love!
1. https://shortstoryscribe.wordpress.com/2019/02/05/future-damaged-and-broken-novellas/
2. https://poetryforhealing.com/2019/07/25/repair/
3. https://worldpress957.wordpress.com/2019/08/03/you-cant-handle-the-truth-2/
4. https://tabulaerotica.wordpress.com/2019/08/01/anything-could-happen/
5. https://mitchteemley.com/author/mitchteemley/
6. https://wordslessspoken781842219.blog/2019/08/27/shameful-irony/
7. https://imieialtiebassi.wordpress.com/2019/08/06/unica/
8. https://evolutionofselffeedyourhunger.wordpress.com/2019/08/12/the-roller-coaster-affect/
9. https://passcodelove.com/2019/08/24/be-you-tiful/
10. https://poetrybyarchangelwhitewolf.wordpress.com/2019/08/07/in-his-name/
11. https://lunatheblog.com/2019/08/28/savingme-why-me/
12. https://hermourningcoffee.com/2019/08/08/mediocre/
13. https://thisweirdchicksblog.com/2019/08/06/mind-games-addiction/
14. https://poetofthelight.com/2019/08/27/counter-currents/
15. https://jhward.net/2019/08/16/the-moon-and-me/
Please don’t feel obligated to respond. This award is given in a fun & supporting manner ⚘ Now stand up & applaud yourselves… You Deserve It 💕
Congratulations to all you Wonderfully Talented Writers
xoxo
♥️me
Thebrokeninsideofme.com
https://shatter-the-silence.mn.co/posts/3750780?utm_source=manual
A Blessing
Warm cries
Swollen eyes
Outstretched arms
Parent’s Bliss
Softly sang lullabies
Comfort
Little kiss
The world in those eyes
Dancing with dreams
Drifting off peacefully
Sweet little baby
My niece
Auntie loves you
Infinity
xoxo
♥️me
8/25/2019
Thebrokeninsideofme.com
