Tag: Beginnings

Forever

Forever

Standing in the pain
Lost direction
Continue ahead for more of the same
Turn and walk away
I remain lost with no direction
I inch along the path seeking clarity

Dark
Damp
Gloomy
My existence
The choices before me
The path ahead
All practically the same

Lost in thought
The weather mimics my emotions
Rain drops fall
The tears follow
Each serving a purpose
Repairing, healing and growing
Washing the slate clean

Detour ahead for the heart, body and soul

Forever

A word used often
Doesn’t always play out as it is defined to mean
Interpreting it has a way of meaning two different things

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Pillow Talk

🖤

Sunrise
By your side
Morning kiss
On your lips
Warm hugs
Wrapped in your arms
Sweet words whispered
Heart racing
Playful giggles ensue
All of me
Everything I need
All of you
Our dream
Coming true

xoxo
♥️me
9/21/2019

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I Choose Me

 

You promised me so many things

Tired of forcing this

Constantly struggling

You made me believe

I should have known

I was never enough

I will never live up to your expectations of who I should be

If you could look back

Reflect on the silence

All the times I was at my weakest

I took a chance

I finally spoke

And you used it against me

No longer the person I use to be

Once Strong, now weak

I am nothing and everything to you

All I ever wanted was to just be me

Tired of drowning in this misery

Pretending we are happy

It’s time

I choose me

xoxo

♥me

9/14/2019

Thebrokeninsideofme.com

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Loved Eternally

Introduction by chance
Love by fate
Life testing us
Battles undone
Together we are stronger
Unity of one
Here for the good times
Committed wholeheartedly
Holding your hand
I’ll be strong when you can’t be
Embracing now
Looking towards forever
With you
Our love story
Our dream
Wrapped in beauty
Your love
Your trust
Your honesty
Every part of you
Means everything to me

Inspired by a new love story shared with me today, dedicated to Eric and Rachel on finding their path to each other, standing strong in their faith as cancer tests them and living their happily ever after xoxo

xoxo
♥️me
8/29/2019
Thebrokeninsideofme.com

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Love

In the shadows
Love hides
In the words
Yearning a new life
Behind the smiles
Anxiously awaits goodbye
Under the surface
Wanting to be at his side
Love story unfolding
Waiting for the next time
His lips meet mine

xoxo
♥️ me
8/19/2019
Thebrokeninsideofme.com

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Embrace

Just as she stepped into the light
Regret consumed her
Not regret of the words
Regret for the attention
She felt the power of her story
However the attention scared her
She wanted to move forward
But from the shadows
Alas her name would change
The facts did not
Her feelings
Her experiences
Her wants
Her fantasies
They were her words
Just hidden behind an alias
Surely they would see the truth in the words
The depth in her eyes
The passion in her smirk
The joy in her smile
Longing to be heard
To find her place
She stepped further
Into the words
And delighted in their embrace

xoxo
♥️me
8/18/2019
Thebrokeninsideofme.com

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Sharing

Words
Poured from the soul
Clarity
Mystery
Written outloud
Kind
Bold
Inner thoughts
Rambling
True conviction
Sexual tale
Spilled out
Stories undisclosed
Final endings
Splendid beginnings
Once a long ago
I write it all
Sharing
The cure for my soul

xoxo
♥️me
8/29/2019
Thebrokeninsideofme.com

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When asked how to cope with Trauma

Oh honey, you know how to cope, you’ve been doing it a long time
The time now is to unravel, release the demons and begin to heal
It’s a time to shed the chains, be free and allow yourself to feel joy

xoxo
♥️me
7/14/2019
Thebrokeninsideofme

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