Forever

Forever

Standing in the pain
Lost direction
Continue ahead for more of the same
Turn and walk away
I remain lost with no direction
I inch along the path seeking clarity

Dark
Damp
Gloomy
My existence
The choices before me
The path ahead
All practically the same

Lost in thought
The weather mimics my emotions
Rain drops fall
The tears follow
Each serving a purpose
Repairing, healing and growing
Washing the slate clean

Detour ahead for the heart, body and soul

Forever

A word used often
Doesn’t always play out as it is defined to mean
Interpreting it has a way of meaning two different things

Let it Be

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Let there be storms

In the darkness

Let it be me that you cling to

As the thunder echos

Let it be my heart you feel pounding

When lightning ignites the night sky

Let it be my face you look to

As the rain creates a saturating lullaby upon the window pane

Let it be me calming you with loves melody

Let there be storms

Let it be me

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A Bridge

Between
Your world
And
Mine
A bridge

Floating sensuality
Magnetic gravity
Aromatic greed
Leading me

In the middle
I wait
Desire brewing

Imagining
Vivid
Bold
Seductive
Exquisite fantasies

Excitement expanding
Heady euphoria
Requesting release
You, what I need

A Bridge
You

Indefinitely

Never again
Only faded scenes
History replayed so exquisitely

The gentle caress
Passionate breath
Flesh accelerates heating Glistening bodies
Wanting

If only
I could
Replay

You and I

Excitement’s release
Pulsing For Repeat

Indefinitely

Speaking Seductively

Despite the distance
I hear it
My body pleads
Undeniable control
Delicious and magical quality

How he speaks
Deep tones
Passionate pauses
Drawn out words
So pleasing

Aching to be
An indescribable urgency
Sensual need

To experience
Him
A consuming fantasy

His
For the taking

Exclusively

Flight of Heart

I held it in
It was hard but I managed
Inside I was breaking
But I smiled

Just a little boy heading off on an adventure
You will always be that little boy to me
As the flight attendant took your hand
I gripped tight to my emotions
A mother’s love
Ensuring you didn’t see

No tears would fall
Heading towards the plane
Your back to me
I stood waiting

All my effort focused on holding back the emotions
Just before you were out of sight
You turned back to me
Those eyes
Fear and uncertainty

Again I smiled
That reassuring glow
Just enough
You smiled back
A little wave

To say, I’m ok Mom

Then you were gone
A sigh release
For I could no longer control the emotions bubbling up inside me
With tears streaming down my face
Unable to compose myself
I walked away

Through the airport
Where we had both arrived
I now walked alone
And I cried

I don’t remember the drive home
I do remember feeling so alone
The house was silent
I waited for your call
The phone finally rang
It was you
You made it there safely

The next 2 weeks
Seemed like an eternity
But before I knew it
I was back at the airport
Impatiently waiting

I caught a glimpse
My little boy
Running full speed
Tears again in my eyes

You missed me too
Big hugs
Lots of smiles

My sweet boy
Momma loves you
And is so happy for you to be back home with her tonight.

My Heart

Love Sings

Words from the heart
Offering forever
Unconditional love
Comforting even the broken parts
His arms for protecting
Singing loves melody
Without hesitation
An offering
As he spoke, “It has always been you”
Realizing a dream
All of him
Forever and an eternity
Loves all of me


In Bold Ink

 Crafted perfectly
 Leading me
 Kissed intrigue
 Hinting pleasure
 Words enticing
 Seductive quality
 Tempting sexual greed
 Flirting fantasy
 He knows
 I see
 Sublime reverie
 His pen
 Pressed deep
 Stroking sheets
 Duplicate lines
 Writing me
 In
      Bold
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Replaying

Fading in and out
Time unknown
Days blur into nights
Lost in you
Tortured silence
Your memory
Stealing my thoughts
Your face
Smile on your lips
The way you taste
Remembering
Pressed into time
Unable to turn the page
Spilled across my story
Love still replays

 

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