My Mother Said

Tuesday Writing Prompt Challenge “My Mother Said”

She said a million things
A few still resonate with me
Visions of love, compassion and grace
Reflecting through the smile on her face
She didn’t have to love me
She didn’t have to raise me
She didn’t have to pick me
But she did
Adoption is everything to me
It is how I am still able to chase my dreams

A woman of such incredible beauty
Her kindness shines through the memories
While she is gone, she is still here
Dementia has stolen her memory
But occasionally she comes back to me
The last time she did
My mother told me how much she has missed me, how proud she is of me and how much she loves me
Those are the moments I cherish
For one day soon
It will be all that I will have to hold on to.

xoxo
♥️me
thebrokeninsideofme.com

Dissolution of Me

Pain of yesterday
A curse
A blessing
I find strength in its vulnerability
Weakness in honesty
The darkness a welcoming relief

How do you let go of a love you have never known
The capacity of trust
Never enough
Flawlessly indisposed
Just let it go
Your silence attacking me
Heartbreaking
Struggling to breathe

Unable to comprehend
Acceptance, a foreign word
Unconditional love, something I’ve never known

Mind full of disbelief

Concealed are the pieces
Continuing to feed
Distant memories
Quiet desperation
Life of tragedies
I’m summed up to be
Never wanting that label
Can’t run from your destiny
Alone with my thoughts
I’ll always be that person
I collect the pieces
The broken inside
It’s all of me

xoxo
♥️me
9/5/2019
Thebrokeninsideofme.com

Illusion of Destiny


 

In love with the words
Imagined reality
An illusion
Poetic mysteries
Illustrated dreams
Crafted beautifully
Between him and me

xoxo
♥️me
9/15/2019
Thebrokeninsideofme.com

Love, Passison and Lust

Heart skips a beat

𝓗𝓲𝓼 𝓔𝔂𝓮𝓼

Melting me


Butterflies felt intensely
Face warm
Cheeks blushing
Words escape me

My name, from his lips
Instant rush
Exhilarating

Completely falling
More than a crush
Combined love, passion and lust

To feel the magnitude of his love

𝓐𝓫𝓼𝓸𝓵𝓾𝓽𝓮 𝓡𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓮

xoxo
♥️me
9/13/2019
Thebrokeninsideofme.com

Dominate Pleasures

A Collaboration 
Featuring
Sir Hanz, Sirhanz.home.blog
&
Taylor Grace, Thebrokeninsideofme.com
 


~ Sir Hanz ~


I wonder if she is nervous
I ponder
Watching her wait
filling my vision
with her beauty
Heart quakes
No one would know
by the look upon my face
that my soul hungered

Step,
    Step, 
        Step

Standing close
Feeling her heat
through thin fabric
Whispered word, breath upon her skin
I am here
Your mine
and it is time to go


~ Taylor Grace ~

Visualizing his ruff hands tracing my body
Imagining the texture of leather and lace
Sensual tease

Drawing it out purposely
Anticipation heightening every sound
Tortured fantasy
Sadistic frenzy

My body trembles with lust and nervous energy
Attempting to remain posed while seated on my knees
Hands folded on my lap
Eyes perfectly focused on the space in front of me
Complete surrender
Submission, a new word for me
Taking a step closer
His aroma fills my air
Intensely calm
He speaks
Blindly i follow


Will she fully commit to this new sexual lifestyle, his dominance or has she bit off more than she can handle?  Will Sir remain precise in his techniques or falter under the weight of her beauty and charisma?

More will be revealed next week

Remembering

A day of heartbreak
Fueled by memories
Horror unfolding
Reflecting on what was
Before disruption of peace
Somber moments
New realities
Life lost
Senseless tragedy
I honor them all
My thoughts with their families
Today they cry alone
As their loved ones never came home.

xoxo
♥️me
9/11/2019
Thebrokeninsideofme.com

Finality

I feel it all
Empathy betrays me
Ambience heavy
Shadows of grief
Death’s gift

Heartbreaking silence
Gone are the tomorrows
All that remains are memories

Tears are the words
My heart can’t speak

Rest in peace Uncle Leo

xoxo
♥️me
9/3/2019
Thebrokeninsideofme.com

My Roots

Layers
Self protection
Numerous
Her core never seen
Slowly blooming
Realization
Soul bare
Vulnerable
Apprehensive to be seen
Strength brought to light
A survivor
Fear and honesty
Co-mingling
Glorious determination
Gaining momentum
With the drop of every leaf
Falling apart
Roots run deep
My pieces
Finding strength

xoxo
♥️me
9/3/2019
Thebrokeninsideofme.com

Completely

Words spoken
Sounds like a symphony
Stirring every part of me
Temperature increased
Eyes wide open
Smiling
Joy rolling down my cheeks
Captivating words
Three little things
Multitude of emotions
Intoxicating
Capacity of love
Taste sweet
Flowing off your tongue
Enticing
Accepting me
Grabbing my heart
Free falling into forever
Caressing reality
Holding a dream
Tangled sensations
My body
Your love
My heart
Yours
Completely


xoxo
♥️me
9/1/2019
Thebrokeninsideofme.com