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Stuck on Repeat

I've never known the love of a father Never experienced a grandparents love either People often question why I grow distant or completely disappear I guess the best answer is, that I'm still trying to find my place in this world I feel alone I feel unlovable After all my own mother abandoned me when [...]

Strong is Hard

In the moments I'm feeling less than enough I am reminded how strong I amIt is a comfort and curse Strength arises after with devastating sorrow and loss One of the hardest parts, is allowing yourself to sit with the weaknesses It is almost an internal battle Which will prevail When you are deemed strong, [...]

Just Breathe

Some days I just want to forget Take a step forward Learn to be truly free Except it continues to be difficult Thanks to the memories that imprison me Why is it so difficult I sit here alone finding it harder and harder just to breathe The darkness within tugging at me It sits just [...]

Beginnings

The perfect little baby A few sprigs of blonde hair Big hazel eyes for all the world to see Following the lights Tracing the shapes Fascinating just to watch After all, it was his very first time to see Sounds fill the room Laughter, crying, beeping and noise from the machines Yet he hears a [...]

Alone

Which version do you prefer me to be? The me that doesn't always suit you quite so perfectly The me that fits your perception of who I should be The me who never has moments of weakness that brings me to my knees It is difficult trying to be who everyone wants me to be [...]