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It was me
I fucked it up so badly
All these broken pieces
Sharp edges continue to cut
Shredding love
Distorting compassion
Releasing anger
Casting shadows of doubt
I hate myself for it all
You loved unconditionally
Attempting to bandage internal wounds
I pushed you away
My demons wouldn’t let you get too close
Forever damaged
I can’t be saved despite your efforts
Sabotaged eternally
I am truly sorry
You deserve so much more than I could ever be
Never having to pay the price for the disaster that I turned out to be
While you were attempting to save me
I drowned us both in the pain
Holding my love hostage for fears sake
I don’t know how to do this without you
I cherish the moments
The laughter
Spontaneous adventures
Your embrace
Quiet nights on the couch with you
We shared so much
Holding my hand when I was too weak to face it alone
The feel of your touch
I will miss you
Please don’t erase me and our memories
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Suicide is best administered with a smooth butter knife and a glass of wine!
Oh, sweetheart. This is so heartbreaking. Thinking of you, and hope you’re doing okay. 💐💋
♥️ thank you love
The writing has made it beautiful sadness, I feel for you and hope time heals this wound🤗
Thank you so very much ♥️
This one moved me to tears.
I am so sorry for what you’re going through. You will get through this. No one can erase someone that writes like that 🖤🖤🖤🖤
Thank you so very much. It is all very raw and real right now, these are the words my aching heart spoke through the tears xoxo
I can’t imagine, because we all feel with different intensities. All I can say is we are all here for you, and writing it out is such a healthy approach. 🖤🖤🖤
♥️ thank you so very much xoxo
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Are you ok ? You words above are very powerful.
Yes ma’am Auntie, I am ok.
Powerful words:)